i got soo many things to do and i'm so not in the mood to do them. i'm so tired, i dun wanna touch that stupid econs essay. i know i'm gonna make mr nah angry again.

missed training today, AGAIN. if i knew i had to miss so many trainings, i might not have joined ocip. =(. but since i've survived the camp and i'm in it, i'll do my best. hopefully. camp was really torturous, slept for ard 3.5hrs and ran 17 rounds ard the track. haha. accomplishment.

things have been piling up since the start of this term. i have 4 unfinished lit essays and i really dunno when i can complete them. i miss the 29o4 girls like crazy. when i say crazy i mean crazy.
if everything runs smoothly, i'll get to see qi and fiona tmr. =)

i realise i always blog when either i'm happy or not feeling very happy. for now, i'm feeling numb. i dunno why.

feel like i'm losing my defences, to the colour of your eyes.